haha .. i just feel like writing a blog about this ..
it's been clouding up my mind and i really need to get this out before i "BOOM" !! haha
it's quite long .. soooo i don't expect you to be reading it all .. that's okay ^^,
for the past months, i've been through a lot !! and i mean A LOT !!
my heart had gone through a rough battle but I'm glad
to still hear it beating ^^, ..
i don't want to forget about the things that caused my bruises
instead i wanna keep it in my memory .. i wanna keep it not
because i haven't got over it yet .. oh no !! i already have !! ..
I've gone through the process of moving on you know .. ^^,
I Loved .. I took a risk .. Got hurt .. and learned to finally let it go .. but never lost anything ..
instead .. I GAINED
I gained strength .. i gained a renewed relationships (with my friends) .. i gained another
chance to live my life and have it to the full .. and i gained an opportunity to see life ..
in a much better light ^^, ..
I will never regret knowing you .. how could I ? .. you were one of the beautiful things that
happened in my life (yah i know !! such a cheesy line !! haha .. but hey ! that's the truth
and besides I can't find any other phrase that best describes it !! haha :P )
all I ever want to forget was the pain I've felt .. I don't want to remember that
feeling anymore .. the feeling of being torn into pieces and not knowing how to
stop it ..
I LOVE YOU STILL .. oh yes I still do !! .. but gladly .. not as much
as I do before ..
for months, I've thought i was already fine ..
i never cried again since the day I've let you go ..
since that day I've been ignoring my feelings and all ..
i thought i was doing great .. i thougt I'm healed ..
but no !! the pain remains .. it stayed ..
but now I'm going to feel my pain and finally let it go ..
'cause the more I ignore it, the Longer it stays ..
and thank God for that revelation .. and now I'm free ..
free from guilt, free from bitterness, free from pain ..
and it's all because of God's love .. It's because of him
telling me that I don't need anyone else to feel loved
cause his love is more than enough .. ^^
and when the proper time comes .. He'll send someone ..
that will add up spices in my life to make it more
tasty and fun ^^
I hope you will be too ..
THANK YOU !! .. ^^,
I was just goofin' around youtube when i found this .. saktong sakto eh ^^, try listening ^^,
Is it hard to believe I’m okay After all, it’s been awhile Since you walked away I’m way past crying Over you finding someone new You turned my days into nights (days into nights) But now I see the light And this maybe a big surprise to you
cause you made me stronger By breaking my heart You ended my life And made a better one start You taught me everything From falling in love To letting go of a lie Yes, you made me stronger Baby, by saying goodbye
If you rather believe I’m not over you Go ahead There’s nothing wrong with making believe I know Cuz I used to pretend you’d come back to me But time has been such a friend Brought me to my senses again And I have you to thanked (I have you to thanked) For setting me free (for setting me free)
Cuz you’ve made me stronger By breaking my heart You ended my life And made a better one start You taught me everything From falling in love To letting go of a lie Yes, you’ve made me stronger Baby, by saying goodbye
Think again Don’t feel so sorry for me, my friend Oh, don’t you know I’m not the one who lose at end (I’m not the one)
Cuz you’ve made me stronger By breaking my heart You ended my life And made a better one start You taught me everything From falling in love To letting go of a lie Yes, you’ve made me stronger Baby, by saying goodbye
You ended my life And made a better one start You taught me everything From falling in love To letting go of a lie Yes, you’ve made me stronger Baby, by saying goodbye, goodbye You’ve made me stronger Baby, by saying goodbye